Everything is kind of perfect. Kind of. My best friend is getting married soon.I hope everything goes smoothly and she had the blast one. How should I say this, I am truly, sincerely happy & excited for her. Lepas dah kawen, cute babies will come up next and by the time my turn to get married, she'll probably have 3 to 4 of her own youngs. Perfect. I am happy for my friend because she's got something confirmed coming up in the near future. I'm not jealous that she is tying the knot, just the fact that she is makes me question my present being. Yes, I love him and hopefully he loves me too. But how how how and how confirmed is this? Kadang-kadang bila fikir balik, aku sendiri freak out.
What if along the way something changes? Then all we've got and worked for today shall remain as unfinished puzzle pieces?Mintak simpang malaikat. I'm tired to start all over again. Hope this will be the last one and we end up with each other!! Amin...
Que sera,sera..whatever will be,will be. The future's not ours to see. Que sera, sera..what will be..will be.. -Doris Day -
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